Current location:

Rosslyn Hotel, Los Angeles

Deşteaptă-te, Române, din somnul cel de moarte, În care te-adânciră barbarii de tirani

I lamented and to lull me as he left he said to me, "Think of pastimes whilst I sleep."

So I did. I thought of great pastimes I've had and thought, 'Wow I've have it pretty damn good'. And as much as I'd like to revel in it I know it's time to put a whole lot of that behind me and move on. I've been chained down by a whole lot, be it financial obstacles or emotional ones and for once I see myself on the way to finally breaking free again and for good this time.

I managed to find a place for rent in LA and there's multiple places I've placed my application at. As hoaky as it is I'd like to be hired at the Hard Rock Cafe in Universal City. The subway right next to my new place can get me there in 10 minutes. I'm going, and no one and nothing is going to guilt-trip me into staying. I'm tired of feeling bad about doing things that I know will make me happy. I'm tired of being told I'm some kind of fiend and monster for speaking my mind and wanting to put myself out in the world.

This is for me. Not you. Call me selfish all you want, but I have to think of my own happiness for once instead of constantly focusing on yours.

This past couple of weeks has really opened up my eyes to a lot of things I realized had been strapping me down, and woken me up to what I should be doing with my life.

There's people and places I'm leaving behind, ones who will stay in their satisfied ruts while I seek to go forward.

I'm going.

And it's going to be awesome.

"Viaţă-n libertate ori moarte!"